03 6 / 2012
You may say that I’m a dreamer. But I like to think of myself as a visioner. I guess seer would be the correct term. But dreams are just dreams. Visions, on the other hand, are where the magic happens. Tomorrow is for the dreamers. Yesterday is for mopers. Today is mine.
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02 6 / 2012
"I’ve come to the conclusion, through thinking, that you can’t be a politician without stepping on people’s toes."
02 6 / 2012
I can never figure out what it is. I don’t know if I’m not happy with my self or if I’m just experiencing more effects of my chronic dissatisfication with society. I’m never happy with anyone or anything, and although I’m glad that I’m constantly striving to be better, at the same time I’m upset that I can’t be happy with what I have. It’s like the classic case of the genius who goes insane trying to get all of their ideas out of their head. I have so many things I want to do and accomplish, and yet, I don’t want anymore than what I have. I have this insatiable itch to leap up of the couch and go change the world, and yet i’m too comfortable with the amazing company I’ve garnered and the atmosphere of love and happiness I’ve created. I’m sick of being healthy, and addicted to the disease. You could say I’m torn in the middle, caught in-between a battle of the devil and angel on my shoulder, but that would be inaccurate. There are no angels on my shoulders. Just millions of well intentioned little demons all pulling me in different directions and vying for my attention and love. Even the ones any normal person would consider the angel are the devils that tear me apart. I need to figure something out before I permanently damage the relationships I’m so blessed with. I fear I already have.
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31 5 / 2012
"Sometimes I convince myself that I’m in need of religion. Other times sex can do the trick. Then there are moments like these, moments when I feel absolutely insatiable. And although they are fleeting, these transitory occurrences seem to happen more often than not. I’m in a constant search for fulfillment, invariably disappointed by my lack of sustenance. I’m a sinner craving for the appetite of a saint yet loitering amidst the hunger of infidelity. I can’t recall the last time I felt whole, but merely the essence of an emotion I’ve since longed for. This yearning, a burning desire relishing inside me, chars the very edges of my heart. Life has never felt more disastrous, love has never seemed so bare and faith has since lost reprieve."
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30 5 / 2012
"Never regret thy fall,
O Icarus of the fearless flight
For the greatest tragedy of them all
Is never to feel the burning light."
(Source: bexes-dick, via olcrein)
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27 5 / 2012
soarsespoken asked: Jacob, nice dancing skills man, tried to like the post of you popping but could not see the hear anywhere. Either way, it was dope. I wanted to share with you a song I made with two other friends of mine called "The Raw Dish", released separately as a bonus track from the "African Bush Boogie" mixtape. I think you'll enjoy it. :) You can listen to it on my Tumblr or SoundCloud @soarsespoken — Thanks for giving it a listen, Soarse Spoken
Hey, I appreciate the love, man. I checked out the track and I’m loving your flow! I’ll definitely be checking out the rest of your mixtape soon. Thanks for dropping the note and I’ll keep my eye out for more of your stuff :) Stay real.
27 5 / 2012
"
I’m lost on a road,
And I don’t know what’s wrong with me.I might be losing it,
"
I might just lose-
Am I losing my mind?
And I’m so confused,
I don’t know what to do and I need a clue,
before I run out of time.